Yesterday: Ian picked me up at we went to CPF to get his CPF statement. So after that, we went to eat Swensens. I'm so sick of Swensens and Pizza Hut. The food is not nice at all. But I must say that at least Pizza Hut got something worth craving for that is the spicy drumlets. Oh wells, at least time is well spent. It's been a long time since I last went out with Ian like that. Haha after which Gabriel went to find us. Then we played arcade and took neoprint. Haha I damn we think old school. Gabriel went home and then we went to his bike shop. After that, play snooker at Safra. Ahhh~ the satisfaction that you get from playing snooker is so much so damn fucking good you know. Then he dropped me off to meet Fats. We went to Suntec. Ate Astons. Haha, Suntec's has no nice food too :( In fact, I'm starting to feel that the way is damn boring. There is no nice food at all :( Watched Devil. I covered my eyes with my hands half of the time, and I don't even dare to drink at all even when I'm so thirsty. Haha, thank god I didn't get "chua tio". The sound effects are the one that scares you. So anyway, the movie was quite okay lah...Went to FB to find Ian. Helped Fats to play a little. Thank god, I played a little otherwise I will lose like shit.

I have been feeling very emo yesterday and today. I find life gets very hard to go by nowadays. I feel that I'm constantly having to live under the faces of people. Does the problem lies with me? Why do I feel that people are trying so hard to make my life miserable? Like whatever I do, even if I do it at my best, people won't appreciate it. Everybody wants me to show them concern but yet, nobody even ask about me. I'm just like some sort of entertainment. Sigh, even the closest girlfriends are bullshit. Every damn thing was about their boyfriends, their boyfriends forbid this. So why not just ask your fucking boyfriend to be your mother? Damn, I seem to lose control of myself but really, I'm so tired of seeing all these girls whereby their whole entire life blabbering about their boyfriend. Guys please, don't make your life revolve around your girlfriends too. If you do, you lose all your friends. Those that come back to you are the ones that are true.